PurpleGem

Ok.. so it’s heart breaking that Ed has been gone for so long but it’s all okay cuz i know he’ll be home soon but yet things just seem so different since i got into college. Yes, i have met so many friends and yes, i do love everything that’s going on so far but what is the point in this? I wanna see the true meaning of what i’m here for and what i truly want to do with my life. I love my life right now and i wouldn’t want anything more, never but then sometimes we can’t help this feeling when the whisper at the back of your mind starts telling you to cry. But nah~~ i never listen to em.. he’s sick of me now, eh?

In life, i realised, we can’t really tell what will ever happen. we can’t say how we’re definately gonna end up in the future. We practically don’t know anything which is why it’s so scary to live each day. We do our assignments and we read out books and we study till Keats hate poems(english lit) but what is it all for? passing exams, having a better life? getting ready for the future? What happens to the knowledge when u die?

We study hard to open up our lives, broader our minds and experience what life has to offer. It hurts to the core but it’s always worth it in the end. Just like how a child is always excited when he succeeds in reciting the A-Z. I love my life, how many people can actually say that in a day, truly. We get an assignment we can’t do.. "I hate my life!"

You are the only one of your kind.. in the world. You are the only one with your beating heart. You are the only one with the smile everyone knows. Your identity, you.. within you. And only you. Your blood flows in your veins and your life now is the reason you live. So enjoy it.